right, right! i kept away at first because i thought it bugged him but he's the one who took me in so it's fine! i'll cause trouble for him for the rest of my life!
oh, really? i guess that's pretty interesting he's like that. but senadere? sena-senpai and dere?????[ Help!! ] that's one way to look at it, so i bet deep down he's gotta care about you. like you said, it'd be too much trouble if he was chasing you round for no other reason.
[ And Jun knows that all too well, so it must be affection!!! ]
[ Will Yuuki ever be free of them...he deserves to be. ]
yep that's what i'm saying! kinda like how you take care of hiyo, right? except i don't usually ask. sena just nags and does stuff cause he wants to! well i do ask if things come up though? maybe hiyo and i are alike in some ways!
yeah, i guess it's sorta like that? ohii-san doesn't always ask me to do things. sometimes i just know what he wants, so i just do it?? guess it's like that since we're partners, or whatever, so it's easy. i never really ask for anything, cuz i'm pretty content. i'd say you and ohii-san are pretty alike in that sense??? at least that's what i think??? you're both bad at looking after yourselves.
[ He means that affectionately! Or, hmm, maybe sometimes Jun is the nagger???? Especially when Hiyori throws tantrums or sulks. What is the truth? Maybe they're all alike in some ways. ]
i guess being in the same unit can make it pretty easy! i guess when it comes to things those guys ask of me it's a lot harder to say no or stick to it, and i want to shower them in all the love they've given to me.
when someone gives you a warm place to live that's bigger than the entire world. ♪
yeah, it makes things easy. would you ever say no to them? the more you care about someone, i think it's harder to say no. for me, i never wanna disappoint someone, so i'm always agreeing to stuff. if someone needs my help, then i wanna help ♪
and i think i understand what you mean, tsukinaga-senpai.
i've said no and run wild all on my own, but i always end up right back in the chair they carved out for me. it isn't a throne but something our naive little ou-sama says is like a seat at a round table, and i prefer that. when any of them asks me something earnestly i feel like i have to meet them head on.
in knights we argue a lot and settle things through duels, falling into line once we've worked out what we wanna do. it's a mess but i like how we do things. ♪ every time they have something to say i'll hear them out and i'll shout all the stuff i wanna say back until we find a space between it to walk together.
as long as they wanna stick with me, i'll stay by their sides. ♪
all that sounds rough. i never realised knights were like that?? i guess all the talk about being knightly, princesses, thrones, and jewels isn't your images talking.
you guys just can't talk it out normally? i guess if that's working for you, then it works. [ Not like Jun can talk; Eden never fucking talk or bother to sort out their issues. ] well, it sounds like a good space to me. it must be nice to sort everything out, even after arguing.
just make sure you're taking care of yourself, alright?
[ Has any unit besides maybe ra*bits just talked about their feelings without being truly dramatic and stupid about it - ]
well, you weren't around during yumenosaki's war, right? hiyo and nagi were but they were pretty much just dancing to tenshi's tune like the rest of us. knights was a unit born in that bloodshed, so we've kept some of those habits even if we're peaceful now.
[ The answer is nope! Imagine units sitting down and talking about their feelings? Wouldn't that make for a fun time? Please send these idols to therapy... they need it.
Also, whatever Leo says next gives him fucking pause, because why? Jun doesn't know much about the Yumenosaki War, besides Ohii-san and Nagi-senpai transferring out. And the moment he met Hiyori, his life changed forever, and for the better. Ohii-san's never spoken about it, and he's never asked why, respecting his partner.
So excuse him; he's staring at the message, trying to decipher what that could mean.
well, i don't know anything about what happened at yumenosaki. i'm from reimei, and shit was happening there at the time. [ Liiike Tatsumi-senpai starting a revolution, Kaname being Kaname, and Jun almost having a fucking breakdown, losing two important people to him.
And then? He met Hiyori. ]
really, i dunno what you mean. i just know there's a reason why ohii-san and nagi-senpai transferred out. and, yeah? it's good you guys are good now, that you've moved past whatever "bloodshed" you're talking about.
[ It's not like! Most of the Yumenosaki idols who lived it are traumatized or anything! It's not like Leo still has self worth issues and keeps offering to die so Knights can go on without him.
Where is a single idol school that didn't get fucked up - ]
tenshi is probably done causing problems on purpose for at least a year or two.
ok, good. i'm pretty sure i don't wanna know about it...
[ And, then, he'll wonder so many things: wasn't Hiyori just like those damned Specials who treated him like dirt? And he doesn't want to think about what his partner would be or if he'd want to act that way.
Shuuetsu's probably the only idol school that's not - ]
alright, but you said *on purpose*. and for a *year or two*? i don't like those odds...
it's not like i can't understand some of his thought processes, but even i can't understand all of them. like the rest of us, he seems to have been a little bit tamed...but it's still that guy. he's a blockhead.
it was because of love that he tossed the apple of discord on the floor of yumenosaki, and he definitely isn't ever gonna regret that. i can forgive it to some degree, but it still pisses me off if i think too hard about it. it would be way better if i didn't understand!
the stage back then didn't have our producer, either, so he wouldn't be able to run quite so wild.
i think he scares me, or he gives me a bad vibe. i dunno, it's probably both and just cuz i don't know him at all. and what i know is through ohii-san or someone else like himemiya-kun.
..that's.. not a reason to do that? there's no way love's gonna make anyone act like that, right? you've got to be fucking stupid as hell to think it would. [ Except Tatsumi-senpai. He could do no wrong. ] love makes you feel good, like there's something or someone out there who cares about you and wants to take care of you, right? so it's making me mad, just hearing he's never gonna regret it.
[ And said by the guy who knows nothing about love—what a total loser. ]
what does that last part mean? you guys didn't have anyone looking after you??
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[ HE'S NOT TOTALLY WRONG...? ]
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[ At least, that's what Jun thinks. ]
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[ Sometimes when you get involved with the music mafia your unit assigns you a babysitter. ]
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[ MUSIC MAFIA??? Knights, are you guys good over there? And here we thought dealing with Gatekeeper was bad enough. ]
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he volunteered!
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he must really care about you, huh~? ♪
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[ He's still salty. ]
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[ He can't say anything about bad Makoto, well, since they're friends. Sorry, Leo :( ]
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right, right! i kept away at first because i thought it bugged him but he's the one who took me in so it's fine! i'll cause trouble for him for the rest of my life!
sena just called me in engstars.. he knows
well, if it's not bugging him, then it should be fine? he'd probably let you know if you were, right? sounds like you guys have that sorta friendship!
[ Yeah, "friendship," sure Jun. ]
he senses leo being a pain...
he's pretty bad about being honest, actually! he's a senadere! but if i really bugged him i think he wouldn't keep chasing me around.
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oh, really? i guess that's pretty interesting he's like that. but senadere? sena-senpai and dere?????[ Help!! ] that's one way to look at it, so i bet deep down he's gotta care about you. like you said, it'd be too much trouble if he was chasing you round for no other reason.
[ And Jun knows that all too well, so it must be affection!!! ]
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yep that's what i'm saying! kinda like how you take care of hiyo, right? except i don't usually ask. sena just nags and does stuff cause he wants to! well i do ask if things come up though? maybe hiyo and i are alike in some ways!
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yeah, i guess it's sorta like that? ohii-san doesn't always ask me to do things. sometimes i just know what he wants, so i just do it?? guess it's like that since we're partners, or whatever, so it's easy. i never really ask for anything, cuz i'm pretty content. i'd say you and ohii-san are pretty alike in that sense??? at least that's what i think??? you're both bad at looking after yourselves.
[ He means that affectionately! Or, hmm, maybe sometimes Jun is the nagger???? Especially when Hiyori throws tantrums or sulks. What is the truth? Maybe they're all alike in some ways. ]
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when someone gives you a warm place to live that's bigger than the entire world. ♪
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and i think i understand what you mean, tsukinaga-senpai.
[ Eden's definitely that way for him, too. ]
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in knights we argue a lot and settle things through duels, falling into line once we've worked out what we wanna do. it's a mess but i like how we do things. ♪ every time they have something to say i'll hear them out and i'll shout all the stuff i wanna say back until we find a space between it to walk together.
as long as they wanna stick with me, i'll stay by their sides. ♪
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you guys just can't talk it out normally? i guess if that's working for you, then it works. [ Not like Jun can talk; Eden never fucking talk or bother to sort out their issues. ] well, it sounds like a good space to me. it must be nice to sort everything out, even after arguing.
just make sure you're taking care of yourself, alright?
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well, you weren't around during yumenosaki's war, right? hiyo and nagi were but they were pretty much just dancing to tenshi's tune like the rest of us. knights was a unit born in that bloodshed, so we've kept some of those habits even if we're peaceful now.
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Also, whatever Leo says next gives him fucking pause, because why? Jun doesn't know much about the Yumenosaki War, besides Ohii-san and Nagi-senpai transferring out. And the moment he met Hiyori, his life changed forever, and for the better. Ohii-san's never spoken about it, and he's never asked why, respecting his partner.
So excuse him; he's staring at the message, trying to decipher what that could mean.
He's in fucking shambles. ]
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well, i don't know anything about what happened at yumenosaki. i'm from reimei, and shit was happening there at the time. [ Liiike Tatsumi-senpai starting a revolution, Kaname being Kaname, and Jun almost having a fucking breakdown, losing two important people to him.
And then? He met Hiyori. ]
really, i dunno what you mean. i just know there's a reason why ohii-san and nagi-senpai transferred out. and, yeah? it's good you guys are good now, that you've moved past whatever "bloodshed" you're talking about.
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[ It's not like! Most of the Yumenosaki idols who lived it are traumatized or anything! It's not like Leo still has self worth issues and keeps offering to die so Knights can go on without him.
Where is a single idol school that didn't get fucked up - ]
tenshi is probably done causing problems on purpose for at least a year or two.
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[ And, then, he'll wonder so many things: wasn't Hiyori just like those damned Specials who treated him like dirt? And he doesn't want to think about what his partner would be or if he'd want to act that way.
Shuuetsu's probably the only idol school that's not - ]
alright, but you said *on purpose*. and for a *year or two*? i don't like those odds...
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it was because of love that he tossed the apple of discord on the floor of yumenosaki, and he definitely isn't ever gonna regret that. i can forgive it to some degree, but it still pisses me off if i think too hard about it. it would be way better if i didn't understand!
the stage back then didn't have our producer, either, so he wouldn't be able to run quite so wild.
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i dunno, it's probably both and just cuz i don't know him at all. and what i know is through ohii-san or someone else like himemiya-kun.
..that's.. not a reason to do that? there's no way love's gonna make anyone act like that, right? you've got to be fucking stupid as hell to think it would. [ Except Tatsumi-senpai. He could do no wrong. ] love makes you feel good, like there's something or someone out there who cares about you and wants to take care of you, right? so it's making me mad, just hearing he's never gonna regret it.
[ And said by the guy who knows nothing about love—what a total loser. ]
what does that last part mean? you guys didn't have anyone looking after you??
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