[ He's a genius but he's also an idiot in a lot of ways. Still... ]
i get the feeling you're a kind kid who's gonna overthink it, so let me start out saying that i wrote these things because i wanted to. ♪ i wasn't asked to. i offered. i wanna hear you all singing my songs and i wanna sing them together with you.
but there was a time when i wrote songs for people and thought "i love them! we're friends!" and no matter what bad things people said about them, i'd defend them. every time sena and tenshi said those guys were only using me i told them to shut up.
still, the day i asked those dear friends of mine to pick between me or the songs i wrote for them, all of them picked the latter. ♪ that kind of story happens a lot in the world. i don't regret what i gave to them; it's me who loved them, and loving someone doesn't always guarantee a return. it's not an investment!
love's complicated! i love it!
ruka-tan goes to kimisaki! she's really good with lyrics. ♪ often she'll help me write some!
[ Help!! He's definitely overthinking it. When you have a complicated relationship with love, of course you'll overthink everything concerning it. ]
you hit the nail on the head or whatever the saying is. okay, it still sorta complicates whatever you're saying. cuz then wouldn't people only wanna be friends with you if they get something outta it? you writing them a song or whatever.
seeing people get taken advantage of makes me sick. that's why i was sorta confused by what you said, but it's still true. you can't really love everyone, though? your hearts gonna hurt a lot if you do that. cuz reading all that, i can't help but feel a little sad.
[ It sounds complicated. And maybe Jun will form his own, better opinion on love once he figures that out. But, hmm, an investment? Maybe he'll pass, after all. ]
isn't that the all-girls school? so you've got two geniuses in the family.
[ Love isn't an investment!! It's just what you do - and yes Leo has a lot of ??? fucked up views on love as someone who easily loves everyone. ]
well, that was the choice. either they could keep me as a friend but never sing my songs again and i wouldn't compose for them, or they could freely use all my music and never speak to me again. if i asked that question of my knights, i feel like i'd get a totally different and characteristically selfish answer, though.
as to that - well, i love a lot of people. i love guys like you, too.
and we do~ but ruka-tan is a cute genius beyond even my talent! if you met her, you would understand!
oh, but you're not allowed to meet her. i don't want anyone falling in love with her. ♪
[ Okay, maybe love isn't an investment!! Jun better come back and remember this conversation in a couple of months. But he does! Leo deserves so many hugs. :( ]
i don't think i need to ask what option was picked. well, that's not gonna happen here! but i think knights wouldn't do that, would they? they really seem to care about you based on what you've said.
[ Even if Jun can't say he loves people, the message makes his heart swell, and he's smiling. How nice to have friends you care about! ]
those are big shoes to fill, cuz you're already a genius. but huh???
i'm not gonna fall in love with your sister. that's way outta bounds! idols can't fall in love, anyway!! [ PLEASE DO NOT COME FOR HIM, LEO. ]
[ They can talk again in person this event tdm if Jun isn't in hiding, I'm gonna toplevel - ]
oh, whoops! did i give the impression i thought they'd pick the music? just, thinking about them...i feel like they'd tell me to shut up and sing with them like we always do. ♪ not choosing me or my music, but probably selfishly demanding i stay with them just like always. that's how we are.
and as long as you get it! though i don't think idols can't fall in love. they're not supposed to date, but you can't stop your heart from tripping when you miss a step!
[ He's not hiding anymore, but, well, it's complicated after going to bed with Hiyori multiple times, which is why he's equally confused about the feeling of love! And Jun will see Leo there! ]
maybe for a bit, but i figured they'd never do anything like that. it's gotta feel nice, even if they say that to you, right? that's letting you know they wanna be by your side forever ♪
of course, i get it! sure, since our love is meant to be for the fans. i still wouldn't say dating in a place like this is easy, so i guess it's better to keep your heart locked away ♪
[ LMAO yeah that would do it!! Meanwhile Leo is in the "well friends can have sex" corner since no one he's complicated about is around...good luck with ur unit Jun ]
honestly, i don't ever wanna ask them that anyway! i want to hear them sing my songs and i want to stay with them. so it'd be dumb even for me!
yeah, it seems difficult...? i mean, not everyone is even from the same world i guess. assuming we get back home the only people i'll see again are you guys!
[ He's the biggest boyfailure at this point!! If we could all think like Leo, this would be so much easier. And thanks! Ibara's going to hunt them both down, probably. If Eden need two new idols after they return home, you'll know why! ]
yeah, it's probably better not to know. or keep whatever you think as the answer.
which is why it's better to keep that thought going. but, yeah, not being from the same world would be complicated. part of me would be glad to only see you guys again, though. i'd never wanna see this place again.
[ Even if some of the people he's met so far have been friendly. ]
[ Leo's truly the best kind of friend anyone could ask for. If Knights want to be a 7-piece, they might have to start looking for a new job. The wrath of Sena and Tsukasa in one?? Suddenly, all three of them are out on the streets. Arashi would probably want to hear all the goss. ]
i feel the same way. it's nice meeting new people, but i know this stuff can reflect poorly on us. and yeah, it's just not the same. sure we can sing and dance here, but the rest of knights and eden are back home. and our fans, so i'd say we're really worrying them.
that's if they know we're gone, i think...? i feel like we don't all totally match up, which means a lot of complicated stuff i don't even wanna bother thinking about!
right, but i think they woulda noticed by now. even if no one else is, ibara's pretty switched on. what do you mean by that? we're all different.
i guess that's true.
[ Unless where they are currently is in a weird time bubble. If only the SS Comp hadn't started yet, there wasn't a way they could go on without half of Eden and four members of the White Team. Thinking about this makes his head hurt. ]
well, i mean, hiyo keeps going on about how people would notice us all missing, right? but rinne and i were here for quite some time before you two got here. i'm not gonna say we're the most reliable people, but su~ou~sama has a lot of resources and would probably track me down if i wandered off...? if we'd been missing for as long as we were here someone would have noticed. if it were noticeable!
so, it probably isn't, but all the reasons why are basically manga ass pulls??
yeah, nobles are a different breed. well, i guess since the tomoe family is gonna notice! i'm guessing that's why? that's a family who cares about their son, and they'll want him back asap.
[ Not the Sazanami family, though! His old man is likely out, throwing a party now he's gone missing, and his old lady has probably stopped crying now their son is out of their hair. So, yeah, Jun doesn't have anyone who cares about him that much. All he has is Eden and him missing means more of a liability to Ibara, so...!
And that he doesn't understand, because he's sure he's seen both Rinne and Leo recently, before coming here. Maybe a time bubble is the only way! ]
i know this is gonna sound weird, but only a day or two before coming here, we had an ASOBI club meeting, and i'm 99.9% sure rinne-senpai was there. which seriously makes no sense, right? if you guys've been here "for a while," it's not like imposters exist, so i'm pretty sure something biggers going on.
maybe we're really in an isekai, after all. or maybe we're all dreaming and we'll wake up, or the world's gone under and we're the only ones left. i'm tryna think of better manga endings, cuz i don't wanna be in a pull like that.
except none of us got hit by truck-kun. unless you did! but i feel like you would've said something~? maybe it's like that one manga about knights summoned to another world for a task~
i'm saying maybe all of us did and we don't know it. that sorta thing happens, right? i mean, i definitely woulda said something cuz it's cool. yeah could be that! it sorta feels like an otherworldly experience. which'd be close to that?
maybe it does~? i'd like to imagine something pretty cool as an explanation, so let's not try too hard to figure it out! i feel like if we do, i'll just be some everyday boring and mundane affair.
yeah, guess that's true! i don't wanna be sent into a video game, and on the outside'll be stuck in a coma. i'd rather be thrown into one where nothing's gonna hurt me on the outside. hmm, being a smile~? what'd you do as a slime?
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i get the feeling you're a kind kid who's gonna overthink it, so let me start out saying that i wrote these things because i wanted to. ♪ i wasn't asked to. i offered. i wanna hear you all singing my songs and i wanna sing them together with you.
but there was a time when i wrote songs for people and thought "i love them! we're friends!" and no matter what bad things people said about them, i'd defend them. every time sena and tenshi said those guys were only using me i told them to shut up.
still, the day i asked those dear friends of mine to pick between me or the songs i wrote for them, all of them picked the latter. ♪ that kind of story happens a lot in the world. i don't regret what i gave to them; it's me who loved them, and loving someone doesn't always guarantee a return. it's not an investment!
love's complicated! i love it!
ruka-tan goes to kimisaki! she's really good with lyrics. ♪ often she'll help me write some!
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you hit the nail on the head or whatever the saying is. okay, it still sorta complicates whatever you're saying. cuz then wouldn't people only wanna be friends with you if they get something outta it? you writing them a song or whatever.
seeing people get taken advantage of makes me sick. that's why i was sorta confused by what you said, but it's still true. you can't really love everyone, though? your hearts gonna hurt a lot if you do that. cuz reading all that, i can't help but feel a little sad.
[ It sounds complicated. And maybe Jun will form his own, better opinion on love once he figures that out. But, hmm, an investment? Maybe he'll pass, after all. ]
isn't that the all-girls school? so you've got two geniuses in the family.
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well, that was the choice. either they could keep me as a friend but never sing my songs again and i wouldn't compose for them, or they could freely use all my music and never speak to me again. if i asked that question of my knights, i feel like i'd get a totally different and characteristically selfish answer, though.
as to that - well, i love a lot of people. i love guys like you, too.
and we do~ but ruka-tan is a cute genius beyond even my talent! if you met her, you would understand!
oh, but you're not allowed to meet her. i don't want anyone falling in love with her. ♪
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i don't think i need to ask what option was picked. well, that's not gonna happen here! but i think knights wouldn't do that, would they? they really seem to care about you based on what you've said.
[ Even if Jun can't say he loves people, the message makes his heart swell, and he's smiling. How nice to have friends you care about! ]
those are big shoes to fill, cuz you're already a genius. but huh???
i'm not gonna fall in love with your sister. that's way outta bounds! idols can't fall in love, anyway!! [ PLEASE DO NOT COME FOR HIM, LEO. ]
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oh, whoops! did i give the impression i thought they'd pick the music? just, thinking about them...i feel like they'd tell me to shut up and sing with them like we always do. ♪ not choosing me or my music, but probably selfishly demanding i stay with them just like always. that's how we are.
and as long as you get it! though i don't think idols can't fall in love. they're not supposed to date, but you can't stop your heart from tripping when you miss a step!
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maybe for a bit, but i figured they'd never do anything like that. it's gotta feel nice, even if they say that to you, right? that's letting you know they wanna be by your side forever ♪
of course, i get it! sure, since our love is meant to be for the fans. i still wouldn't say dating in a place like this is easy, so i guess it's better to keep your heart locked away ♪
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honestly, i don't ever wanna ask them that anyway! i want to hear them sing my songs and i want to stay with them. so it'd be dumb even for me!
yeah, it seems difficult...? i mean, not everyone is even from the same world i guess. assuming we get back home the only people i'll see again are you guys!
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yeah, it's probably better not to know. or keep whatever you think as the answer.
which is why it's better to keep that thought going. but, yeah, not being from the same world would be complicated. part of me would be glad to only see you guys again, though. i'd never wanna see this place again.
[ Even if some of the people he's met so far have been friendly. ]
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one way or another i do wanna go home...this is interesting and all, but everyone else is back there!
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i feel the same way. it's nice meeting new people, but i know this stuff can reflect poorly on us. and yeah, it's just not the same. sure we can sing and dance here, but the rest of knights and eden are back home. and our fans, so i'd say we're really worrying them.
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i guess that's true.
[ Unless where they are currently is in a weird time bubble. If only the SS Comp hadn't started yet, there wasn't a way they could go on without half of Eden and four members of the White Team. Thinking about this makes his head hurt. ]
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so, it probably isn't, but all the reasons why are basically manga ass pulls??
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[ Not the Sazanami family, though! His old man is likely out, throwing a party now he's gone missing, and his old lady has probably stopped crying now their son is out of their hair. So, yeah, Jun doesn't have anyone who cares about him that much. All he has is Eden and him missing means more of a liability to Ibara, so...!
And that he doesn't understand, because he's sure he's seen both Rinne and Leo recently, before coming here. Maybe a time bubble is the only way! ]
i know this is gonna sound weird, but only a day or two before coming here, we had an ASOBI club meeting, and i'm 99.9% sure rinne-senpai was there. which seriously makes no sense, right? if you guys've been here "for a while," it's not like imposters exist, so i'm pretty sure something biggers going on.
maybe we're really in an isekai, after all. or maybe we're all dreaming and we'll wake up, or the world's gone under and we're the only ones left. i'm tryna think of better manga endings, cuz i don't wanna be in a pull like that.
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except none of us got hit by truck-kun. unless you did! but i feel like you would've said something~? maybe it's like that one manga about knights summoned to another world for a task~
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i'm saying maybe all of us did and we don't know it. that sorta thing happens, right? i mean, i definitely woulda said something cuz it's cool. yeah could be that! it sorta feels like an otherworldly experience. which'd be close to that?
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[ Unless, that is, Ibara steals your "goddamn" and you have to retrieve it... ]
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[ Be a salaryman who was murdered? ]
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