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[After the Spades event, Hiyori can confidently say that he would not have sex with his clone. Certainly not that clone!]

We were going to do a new song for Valentine's Day, but then we got kidnapped. So nope, not really! At this rate, we might just have to record our next song here! I'm sure you could help with that, right?

[Composing a song for them probably beats succumbing to suit-induced depression!

Hiyori's still worried about that, and he can't help but feel another pang of worry when Leo suggests Jun might've gotten "caught up" in something. He tries not to vocalize these things too often; he's aware of how clingy he's gotten here, and he doesn't want to suffocate Jun with that heavy love they talked about. Between the two of them, he's also a lot more prone to getting in trouble than Jun is. But he can't help but fret anyway.

If Jun doesn't come back before too long, he'll just text him. He'll certainly be willing to share whatever he planned on cooking with Leo. For now, Hiyori elects to focus on something else—like the other thing Leo came here for!]

By the way, I still need to take your picture. Did you want to try on something cute, like a cozy sweater? Or should I just go for a close-up of your face?

[ Wow, can't believe Hiyori didn't update Leo on his clone feelings, clearly that was a highly important topic of conversation (it was not and Leo has since forgotten about so Hiyori can rest easy on that). ]

Can I keep the sweater if you dress me up in one? [ Leo is mostly kidding. Probably. ] Anyway, recording something new would be fun! When I wrote the new solos for the other Knights members we just had a bunch of chats so I had stuff to work with. It'd go like that, or if you guys had lyrics, I can always put them to music. It depends what you like better - having music to put lyrics to or the other way around.

[ He's so much more helpful with the music part. ]

[The clone tracked paint all over his carpet and slept with three people behind his back, leaving him with three additional cards in his deck and no clue who any of them came from. He feels slimy whenever he thinks about it. No more sex for that guy!

In response to the sweater question:]

Nope! ♪ You'll just have to wait until Christmas! Though if you want one before that, we could always go shopping together sometime. There are lots of stores selling Christmas sweaters. I'm sure Jun-kun can carry both our bags. He's carried bags for all of Pretty 5 before!

[Hiyori's passionate about his idol work (even if he can't truly do any here), but he's also passionate about shopping! And he's also passionate about getting Leo laid now, apparently, because someone has to be. But he does appreciate the offer to help them make music.]

I guess either one could work. First we'd need some sort of theme or motif, though. But I'll definitely consult with Jun-kun later. Why, if we manage to get a song produced, just think of how Ibara would react. I'd love to see the look on his face when we send him the file! I'll say to him, "This is a song me and Jun-kun! We're songwriters now! And the composer was none other than our dear friend Leo-kun~♪"

[ Amazing that Hiyori's clone made a mess with paint over his things before Leo somehow did, all things considered. As to passion, Leo absolutely never minds working on idol things so he's happy to be contracted to write music for as many songs as Eve wants, here.

It's not like he's writing anything for anyone else from home besides Knights at this point? And Hiyori's passion for getting Leo laid (help) is probably not that hard to work since he's easy and has already made things incredibly weird with the first person he's been introduced to, which is about what could be expected. Hiyori does not need to know about this future event. ]

I can work as an independent contractor whenever I like when it comes to music, so ya don't gotta worry about NewDi or anything, either. ♪ And okay, I'll just have you crop it then! I would be way too tempted to steal a soft sweater otherwise.

Edited 2024-12-20 06:45 (UTC)

[You know what they say. Sometimes, ignorance is bliss. And the fact he set Leo up with a sadist when he was specifically trying to prevent him from getting hurt is one of those things it's probably safest to remain ignorant about. :')

And speaking of setting Leo up with people: his brows raise when Leo brings up the subject of posing for a photo all on his own. And here he thought Leo would be thoroughly distracted by thoughts of music and ~inspiration~, forcing him to be the one who had to get them back on track. But Leo did remember, so they can get right to business! He beams.]

Great!

[And then sets his phone down, rolling back the sleeve of his sweater to reveal his wristwatch.]

I'll take one with the watch. My phone would take better-quality photos, but then I'd have to transfer them and that's a pain. Plus I'm not sure if it'll create one of those "time paradox" things if I go home with pictures from the resort on my phone.

[Though he wonders if it might be worthwhile to try.

..... Someone here suggested that they might lose their memories upon going home. It's one more thing that haunts him, even though he's more concerned about actually getting home in the first place. He also knows it's a toss-up whether someone who's disappeared comes back with memories from their first stay here, or whether they just forget everything that happened the first time. If he went home without his memories, but then he saw photos from the resort on his phone, would that help him remember again...?

It's a thought he shelves for later. For now: matchmaking! He moves his wrist so that the watch screen is level with Leo's face, looking at him critically.]

Is now good, or did you want to freshen up first? You don't look photoshoot-ready, but you don't look unkempt or anything, either. I know some people like to leave their best impression, though!

[ A comedy of errors, Hiyori presumably didn't select an entire list of sadists though so maybe the next attempt will be less cursed??

The only reason he stays on topic is because a sweater was related to it. He apparently really wants a nice sweater? Why doesn't he just go buy one... ]

As I am now is fine! It'd just be false advertising otherwise. ♪ [ If it's a pose, he chooses his favorite one because of course. ] Uchuu~ ☆

[He did not, no!! Esikko-kun plz don't fucking kill his castmate.

Leo does his signature pose, which looks cheeky and cute. No doubt about it, this photo will pass muster! He goes ahead and snaps one, then another for good measure, before drawing his wrist back to look down at the screen. As he thought,]

Perfect!

[He appears satisfied.]

This should do the job just fine~♪

[ Leo comes over to peer over Hiyori's shoulder at his wrist. Or, well, since Hiyori's notably taller he's more peering AROUND his shoulder, hand hooking on said shoulder so Leo can lean in precariously. ]

Hey, how do you and Naru always get pictures so clear anyway?

[ It's the actually taking their time and not getting distracted mid shoot part. ]

[Leo is welcome to look at his own photo. Hiyori doesn't do anything with it just yet, but he'll send it along to potential matches later. (So many potential matches!)]

You just wait for it to focus and hold your hand steady! Then there are settings you can adjust, though the smartwatches don't have as many of those. But that should just make it easier for someone like you to master. To practice, you could try taking an ultra-clear photo of me! ♪

[But then he realizes:]

I guess I look a bit sweaty at the moment, though, so now probably isn't the best time. Although I do look awfully cute in this Christmas sweater...

If we send it to Nami, he won't care about that though?

[ Leo is Assuming. He has no idea what else he'd do with a picture of Hiyori, minus keeping it in the same way anyone does photos of their friends. If he can take a good photo, though, it should go to the person who will like it most?

...it will take him way more than one try to get something good. Leo is not a photography genius. ]

So do a cute pose!

[Print it out, frame it, make hundreds of copies, build a shrine with them... Some of his fans probably do that stuff with his photos.]

Well, I guess that's true...

[It's not like he hasn't sent Jun plenty of pictures of him. They're just usually not sweaty ones! But this seems like it could be good for Leo's education, so...]

Fine, but hold on a moment!

[He gets off the couch and disappears into the main bedroom again. When he returns, he's holding a stuffed animal—not the white bear belonging to that child he posed with at home, but a stuffed toy won from the arcade machines at Chickadees!

He sits back down, hugging the stuffed animal to his chest. This kind of cute photo, with him wearing a cute sweater, called for a cute prop! And a cute smile, but that goes without saying.]

There, all set! ♪

[ Leo will not be making a shrine, Hiyori. What he WILL be doing is probably worse by Hiyori's standards? Because, well. He takes the first photo and doesn't focus it long enough, and he's too zoomed in on another, and so on and so forth...

After each one he goes "whoops" and then, like, sends the mistake to Jun in its own message.

By the time he gets a clear photograph and grins he has sent Jun like, seven cryptid level photographs of Hiyori weirdly framed and focused and getting somewhat better each time until his successful shot.

Then he sends that one, too! ]

I did it~!

[As an idol, Hiyori has no problem holding a pose for a long time. He's used to photographers wanting to take multiple shots, and he's always happy to let people bask in his beauty! Still, watching Leo fiddle with the watch haphazardly is... something. He continues to smile beautifully, despite the repeated "Whoops" not inspiring much confidence. But surely at least one of those photos will come out right. He's taking so many, after all.

Hiyori takes Leo's grin as a sign of success and sets the stuffed animal aside, scooching over so he can look at Leo's phone screen.]

I told you to wait for it to focus, didn't I?

[Still, seeing the final photo displayed on the screen and not any of the cryptids, he smiles again.]

But I guess it all worked out. Now we wait for Jun-kun to acknowledge how cute I am...♪

[He doesn't realize Leo sent all the mistakes, too...]

Looks like I'm a genius here, too~

[ Says the man who took eight tries to get one decent photograph...at least Jun will immediately understand the explanation for the cryptid photographs when he sees the sender, since Leo is often enough of an explanation for anything even slightly confusing. ]

Was the toy a present to you?

It's more that you kept mashing buttons until you succeeded, kind of like a child would do! But since my cute face and my cute pose were both captured, I have no complaints~♪

[Jun might have some complaints about the spam, though. He may very well be puzzling over the messages he received right now! But it's still him and Leo for the time being.]

Oh, that?

[He picks up the stuffed animal he just put aside and sets it on his lap.]

Sort of! Jun-kun won it for me at the arcade. And I won him something too, using my own skills! ♪

[He puffs up with pride.

And then says, more thoughtfully:]

That was shortly after we arrived. Those suit tattoos had just appeared, and we were feeling stressed out, so we went there as a pick-me-up.

[It was back before he and Jun were even dating. Back when the kidnapping was fresh, and he thought they'd be home soon. It's odd, reflecting on how things have changed since then, as well as how they haven't.

But he hates to focus on gloomy stuff, so after a moment he says:]

Speaking of pick-me-ups, let me show you something funny!

[Then he reaches for his phone.]

[ Arcade games are pretty fun. That far back then, something treasured, and Leo decides he wants to keep the photograph, too. He should get one of Nami at some point as well, because he's pretty sure he doesn't have anything of Rinne.

It never occurred to him to take any. ]

Funny? Is it gonna be some kind of picture you took? Or a weird toy? Or a song?

Close!

[He pulls up his camera roll, finds what he's looking for, and turns the screen to face Leo.]

It's Tsuum-Tsuum! ☆

[Specifically, it's a picture of Tsumugi covered in snow. There's even some on his glasses!]

Remember when we had that snowball fight? All that snow fell down from a tree and landed atop his head! He looked so silly afterwards! ♪

[Hiyori's face is full of cheer as he recounts this. Poor Mugi.]

Oba-chan! [ Leo beams, grabbing Hiyori's wrist to drag the phone closer before letting go once he's done. Whoa, he hasn't seen or heard this guy in way too long - though it's not like he's in danger of forgetting. ]

He always gives off a vibe just like he's had something like this happen, huh, even when it hasn't!

[Hiyori nods along to that assessment.]

Yes, yes he does! ♪ Luckily, his fans don't see him as someone misfortunate. They see him as a magician! But coming across that picture was so nostalgic...♪

[And so is every other picture in his camera roll. Tsumugi's wasn't the only face he hadn't seen in about a year. He proceeds to scroll back, the screen still tilted towards Leo, causing other pictures to appear in succession: pictures of him and Adonis and Leo all posing with that white teddy bear for the kid; then some pictures of Mary playing in the snow and dressed up for Christmas.]

Thanks to his hair, Tsumugi-kun always looks a bit like a poodle. But speaking of dogs, Mary also looked cute playing in the snow! ♪ Look, isn't she adorable?

[ It's easy to laugh and smile for an animal. Cute, pictures from home, and Leo's eyes flick over Adonis with his lips curled up, and he's all peaceful and calm until the exact second he isn't.

Hiyori's seen flashes and bits of Leo being serious before, usually over text or in a flippant way that comes and goes in a heartbeat. And then, further back, a time when he'd been serious almost all the time and killing himself with it - something Hiyori hasn't seen in years, but -

But there's suddenly that edge. The desperate, utterly determined one that had him throwing himself at fine - at Eichi - in the past until he'd broken on the stage set up to break him. Leo's all at once surging forward even though he'd already been the weirdly close he is when he's being friendly, moving on instinct more than rational thought. One hand on Hiyori's knee and one on his wrist and his expression is like he's never smiled in his life before and he's pale, not flushed, but Leo's never been so abruptly wanting before ever because he just realized: ]

Hiyori - [ Never done that before, either, but - ]

Pretty 5. Flavor - Getto Spectacle -

[ Normally he doesn't care about answers. Normally he likes to imagine silly things or serious ones and the things that are true matter so much less but Leo's fingers are gripping way too tight.

Hiyori's phone has pictures of things he likes and does in it. A phone from home. And while Leo can recognize people from it, while he'd vaguely wondered about other new songs it might hold, he didn't until just now think -

Naru. Two reasons there might be Naru. Maybe Rittsu at that tea circle. He knows Suo grew up in the same circles but doubts he's that lucky, and there's no fucking reason for Sena, but -

Naru and Rittsu. He wants to see them - he wantswantawants to see them. He hasn't seen them outside of his own head since he got here and Leo feels like he's gonna be sick and he feels like he's gonna fall apart, but - ]

[Anyone would smile after seeing Mary. It's impossible to do anything but smile, even as these photos fill Hiyori's heart with longing and trigger a worried pang. Where is Mary right now? In Ibara and Nagisa's care, or frozen in time somewhere? Will he ever see her again? These are questions he's pointedly trying hard not to think about. He wants to keep that pleasant mood up, for his sake but also for Leo's. Leo, after all, confided in him that his suit makes him more depressed.

He has plenty more photos of Mary to share. But while he's scrolling to another one, he feels that hand suddenly grab his knee, and his eyes dart up from his phone and his dog and then he sees Leo. Not smiling but looking wild-eyed. His own eyes widen and his brows shoot up.]

Huh—?

[He shifts underneath that hand, tensing beneath Leo's grip, but he doesn't shove him off, even though he's kind of scaring him. At first he doesn't get it—Leo's just saying the name of his circles and his shuffle unit. Are those requests? For photos? But then he thinks about it for a second—what those things have in common—and then he does get it, all too horribly well.

"I keep forgetting how lonely you must be," he'd typed earlier. It's not because he lacks empathy, for all that his words can be mean. It's because Leo always seems so carefree, like he's off on his own little planet.

Hiyori nods, his throat feeling tight, and announces:]

Right, Pretty 5 first!

[And then he starts scrolling fast, the pictures blurring together.

Getto Spectacle was recent and he would've come upon those photos first if he'd kept going back in order, but there are more Pretty 5 pictures. So many. They all love taking pictures of their clothes and accessories and fancy drinks. And of themselves, too, even when they're not dressed fancy. It doesn't take long at all before he finds one where they're all posed together. Him, Tori-kun, Mika-kun...

Arashi.]

See? Look!

[He thrusts the phone more towards Leo, not that he wasn't already close enough to see anyway.]

We took this one together completely on a whim! And then we added cat ears, because Arashi-chan told me about some app that lets you add stickers! Aren't we the cutest?

Edited 2024-12-23 03:42 (UTC)

[ When he'd left Yumenosaki back then, Leo had been able to see Knights on television or online whenever he really felt like it. Back then it had been something like repeatedly grinding his hand into an open wound, but he'd still done it sometimes anyway just because he couldn't help himself and Madara never made him stop. Here, that hasn't been an option and it wouldn't hurt in the same way it had then anyway.

This time around Leo didn't deliberately leave.

His grip loosens immediately and the hand on Hiyori's wrist lifts and it's like Leo wants to touch the phone screen but he doesn't quite do it. It has that open wound feeling to it, kind of, but in the way that makes him feel more settled.

It's not like he forgot her face. But he hasn't gotten to see it in ages, and Leo's attention is still singularly focused like it is when he's composing, but instead he's just memorizing, again, the face of one of his best friends. ]

...Mm, she sometimes would teach us about filters or stickers too. Well, me and Suo, anyway. [ Leo's always more annoyed with his phone than he isn't until he needs it - always losing it because he doesn't care - and Tsukasa is the kind of buttoned up to whom unbending to use cute apps is an Event. ] I used to use those alien stickers that she sent me a download link for, that you can use on messaging apps?

[ He'd spent a solid week sending nothing but stickers to his unitmates. ]

[He's already spent hours looking at Nagisa's face. And Mary's. And even Ibara's. Leo hasn't had that kind of time, and so Hiyori lets him look for as long as he needs.

It is a good thing. Being able to see the face of a loved one again, even if it hurts.]

Ah yes, those! It's a shame these watch things don't have that option. I've already gotten bored of using the same emojis. But you know, that app she showed me was pretty fun. You could even add text! For example, here~♪

[He pauses, then, not wanting to interrupt Leo's viewing time. But he's just moving to another picture that also has Arashi in it, so he goes ahead with it—it's something like this with the circle name written across it in cute pink font. And the five members are all looking cute, too, of course.

Then he adds, casually:]

She was the best at making circle meetings fun. Along with me, of course. The other three were always a bit soft-spoken, but she was good at bringing them out of their shell.

[ Leo's pretty sure pictures from a phone from home can't be sent to a watch, but he wonders if Hiyori will take shitty small copies on the watch for him from it if he asks.

He ends up drawing his knees up, looping his arms around when he notices he'd gotten grabby about the pictures he's still watching. ]

Yeah, Naru was always kind of a moodmaker for us, too. Everyone else leans to kinda snappy, depending. [ Leo isn't exactly that - he's easygoing and even nicer than Naru is underneath it all, but Leo is also easily the most mercurial of all of them, swinging from brightly cheerful to throwing a temper tantrum to forgetting all about it within the space of five minutes. When he sets the mood it's a rollercoaster. ]

Well, everyone else has caused more problems overall, anyway, Suo aside. Well, he did kidnap Magi's kid that once?

[ #Knights, the unit of crime sometimes ]

[For continuity's sake, we'll say it's possible to transfer pictures from a smartphone to a smartwatch even if it's not instantaneous. Since getting his phone back, he's tried showing off Mary pictures over the Network! The rando he was showing them to really didn't care, though. Sharing these Pretty 5 pictures with Leo is definitely more worthwhile.

He blinks at the comment about Tsukasa, taking a moment to remember what that was about. The summer of the MDM seems so far away now.]

That just makes it sound like his seniors are a bad influence!

[He wasn't around for the Izumi kidnapping scandal, but given his social connections to some of the Knights members, we'll say he's heard about it through the grapevine.]

But I guess you're still a better influence than Eichi-kun...♪

[He goes quiet for a moment after that, looking down at the picture. Should he switch to another Pretty 5 pic? He's pretty sure he has a solo one of Arashi in there somewhere. But instead of doing either, he looks at Leo and says this:]

Want to go through the pictures yourself? I don't have anything I'm trying to hide in there.

[He is the ideal idol, after all.]

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*a song me and Jun-kun wrote

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