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Hiyori Tomoe [巴 日和] ([personal profile] tfy) wrote in [personal profile] discomposer 2024-12-16 02:37 am (UTC)

It doesn't have to mean that.

[Or is that what it means? He and Jun had that whole conversation about how there were parts of themselves they wanted to keep private. Sides of each other they didn't want anyone else to see. But.]

I don't know how it is in your unit, but in CosPro, we're encouraged to develop our own stage personas. That's why some CosPro idols take stage names, like HiMERU from Crazy:B. And it's why Nagisa-kun has the personality of a "dominant ruler" onstage. I had a hard time accepting that persona at first, since it seemed like a far cry from the sweet boy I used to know. But that personality is part of Nagisa-kun now. He invokes it even when he's off the stage, and it's become another side of him.

It's a similar deal with my idol persona. It's sort of like I gathered up all the brightest parts of myself and polished them to make them look more dazzling. That's what the idol called Hiyori Tomoe is. But it's still me!

That version of me doesn't belong here, though. So I made up another one, who's better suited to live in this place. Humans need to adapt to their environment in order to survive, so that's what I'm trying to do. And I thought maybe I could use that character to do things Hiyori Tomoe the noble and Hiyori Tomoe the idol wouldn't do.

This is getting overly long, though, so I'll stop right there!

Anyway, I have no idea if you have to
[urgh] please yourself in order for it to count, since we still haven't tried it yet! And I still have no idea whether it'll help with your suit. But I guess whatever you feel inspired to do is fine, since you're all about ~*inspiration*~!

Or just don't watch, since you don't seem all that interested! Either way!

I just don't want you turning to stone on my watch. Since that already happened to Rinne-senpai. And I'm sure it's not what he'd want, either.

I've been sort of distracted ever since that happened. So distracted I forgot you can't remember names to save your life. So, fine. The next time I talk to someone, I'll see about sending them your way, and then you can talk to them and see how things go from there. How does that sound?

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