[Ah. He really is sharp when you least expect it. One of those eccentric "geniuses" who infuriated and enchanted Eichi-kun back then.]
Sometimes I use them just to add color! Or because I like them. 🥰
[But that's not a denial.]
I never told you this, but I've talked a lot with the owner of the Red Cardinal. She used to be a player in the game, and she knows some stuff about how the resort works. She told me the resort runs on our energy, and that if you just sleep with the same person from home over and over, instead of being intimate with new people, it means you're likelier to disappear.
I was scared for a long time afterwards. I thought my selfish love might kill Jun-kun. I had nightmares about him turning into a statue, and I cried to him and Rinne-senpai. But when I finally told Jun-kun, he said he didn't mind my selfish love. He said he didn't think he could survive here without me, and that he wanted to keep me all to himself, too.
So, instead of throwing our love out, I thought maybe we could use it as our weapon. That's why my new persona is a "messenger of love." He's not embarrassed about being in love, and he wants to show it off to everyone.
You weren't completely wrong about what you said before, though. The reason I thought about inviting people to watch is so we can protect ourselves. It's not because I want to do this from the bottom of my heart. I'm mainly trying to protect Jun-kun.
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Sometimes I use them just to add color! Or because I like them. 🥰
[But that's not a denial.]
I never told you this, but I've talked a lot with the owner of the Red Cardinal. She used to be a player in the game, and she knows some stuff about how the resort works. She told me the resort runs on our energy, and that if you just sleep with the same person from home over and over, instead of being intimate with new people, it means you're likelier to disappear.
I was scared for a long time afterwards. I thought my selfish love might kill Jun-kun. I had nightmares about him turning into a statue, and I cried to him and Rinne-senpai. But when I finally told Jun-kun, he said he didn't mind my selfish love. He said he didn't think he could survive here without me, and that he wanted to keep me all to himself, too.
So, instead of throwing our love out, I thought maybe we could use it as our weapon. That's why my new persona is a "messenger of love." He's not embarrassed about being in love, and he wants to show it off to everyone.
You weren't completely wrong about what you said before, though. The reason I thought about inviting people to watch is so we can protect ourselves. It's not because I want to do this from the bottom of my heart. I'm mainly trying to protect Jun-kun.