[All alone, without any of his precious people from home. And it's coming up on a year now for him, isn't it?]
I got my phone from back recently. The same one I had at home. A staff member said they found it in the basement. It had all my old text conversations and all my old pictures, so it was my first time seeing Nagisa-kun, Mary, Ibara, and so many others in months. But I know none of them are really here. I don't know when I'll see them again.
I know it shouldn't matter what they'd think, or what my fans would think. Rinne-senpai kept trying to tell me that, and so have other people. So, I thought that by adopting a new persona, I could finally stop worrying about what they'd think and follow the advice they've been giving me.
I guess it's kind of like armor. I was like that at home, too, you know. "My frivolous facade is my strategy, and my smile is my weapon." <--- That's something I told Jun-kun once.
Anyway, I'm trying to understand all that stuff you wrote, but I'm getting mixed signals! Basically, it sounds like you're warning us not to get too close, right? But you're not interested in seeing me act out a character, because that feels like it's too distant - is that it? You want to be close, but you also think it's a bad idea?
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Sorry. I keep forgetting how lonely you must be.
[All alone, without any of his precious people from home. And it's coming up on a year now for him, isn't it?]
I got my phone from back recently. The same one I had at home. A staff member said they found it in the basement. It had all my old text conversations and all my old pictures, so it was my first time seeing Nagisa-kun, Mary, Ibara, and so many others in months. But I know none of them are really here. I don't know when I'll see them again.
I know it shouldn't matter what they'd think, or what my fans would think. Rinne-senpai kept trying to tell me that, and so have other people. So, I thought that by adopting a new persona, I could finally stop worrying about what they'd think and follow the advice they've been giving me.
I guess it's kind of like armor. I was like that at home, too, you know. "My frivolous facade is my strategy, and my smile is my weapon." <--- That's something I told Jun-kun once.
Anyway, I'm trying to understand all that stuff you wrote, but I'm getting mixed signals! Basically, it sounds like you're warning us not to get too close, right? But you're not interested in seeing me act out a character, because that feels like it's too distant - is that it? You want to be close, but you also think it's a bad idea?