in knights it's not quite like that. there's not specific personas we have to take on, although of course i stick to themes for our songs and we do play up being knights - but i'm always me and sena is sena and naru is naru and rittsu is rittsu and suo is suo. the times i'm someone else have always been
well, you saw that version of me. when knights needed me to be someone who could kill, i did my best. there's always gonna be people i'd carve up my heart and soul and body for. knights will always be top among that number. it isn't like i suddenly mind the thought of it or anything - if dying for someone i love keeps them happy and alive, i just can't bring myself to mind it.
so it isn't like i'm not interested, but hey, hiyo. you know that they're not here, right?
the time in which i haven't heard my favorite voices is only ever increasing. i don't have to worry about forgetting them because that isn't something i can do even if i try. i think magi kinda got it since we were in the same boat with different colors.
i don't have knights or magi who didn't have the bees. what's here with me is eve, and while it's not like we're crazy close even though there's definitely certain things we know about one another other people don't, the only voices i can say i know inside and out are yours. i've written songs that everyone at es uses, and i've arranged them for different units and voices, y'know. the way everyone sounds when they sing, their ranges, the types of things that suit them best musically - i've learned all of that even if i don't really keep people's names in mind that much. there's a lot of us but i've memorized the stuff that matters most even when the stuff that matters to other people is kind of a pain to juggle with all the rest.
i don't think magi got this part. i don't think knights got it either, or anyone else back home or here.
but since you're one of two voices i know and love, and since eve isn't knights and didn't sign up for it, i'm kind of trying to warn you here! i can keep my love from crushing people i love from a big enough distance, y'know, like most of es. but the people who get closer i've been known to break!
i'm terrible at checking in and i get lost in my thoughts a lot and i don't really know a lot of what's going on here or at home ever, but if something happened and i couldn't just text one of you if i felt like it or wanted to, wouldn't that pretty much be the worst? even asking for something with a loophole, i don't wanna strangle you with that loophole, hiyo. if you and nami seriously ask me it's not like i'll say no, but you'd better both figure out if you'd die or not from the weight of that inspiration.
this would be WAY easier if any of you actually spoke my first language
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well, you saw that version of me. when knights needed me to be someone who could kill, i did my best. there's always gonna be people i'd carve up my heart and soul and body for. knights will always be top among that number. it isn't like i suddenly mind the thought of it or anything - if dying for someone i love keeps them happy and alive, i just can't bring myself to mind it.
so it isn't like i'm not interested, but hey, hiyo. you know that they're not here, right?
the time in which i haven't heard my favorite voices is only ever increasing. i don't have to worry about forgetting them because that isn't something i can do even if i try. i think magi kinda got it since we were in the same boat with different colors.
i don't have knights or magi who didn't have the bees. what's here with me is eve, and while it's not like we're crazy close even though there's definitely certain things we know about one another other people don't, the only voices i can say i know inside and out are yours. i've written songs that everyone at es uses, and i've arranged them for different units and voices, y'know. the way everyone sounds when they sing, their ranges, the types of things that suit them best musically - i've learned all of that even if i don't really keep people's names in mind that much. there's a lot of us but i've memorized the stuff that matters most even when the stuff that matters to other people is kind of a pain to juggle with all the rest.
i don't think magi got this part. i don't think knights got it either, or anyone else back home or here.
but since you're one of two voices i know and love, and since eve isn't knights and didn't sign up for it, i'm kind of trying to warn you here! i can keep my love from crushing people i love from a big enough distance, y'know, like most of es. but the people who get closer i've been known to break!
i'm terrible at checking in and i get lost in my thoughts a lot and i don't really know a lot of what's going on here or at home ever, but if something happened and i couldn't just text one of you if i felt like it or wanted to, wouldn't that pretty much be the worst? even asking for something with a loophole, i don't wanna strangle you with that loophole, hiyo. if you and nami seriously ask me it's not like i'll say no, but you'd better both figure out if you'd die or not from the weight of that inspiration.
this would be WAY easier if any of you actually spoke my first language
& yeah the last part is fine!!